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Happy Halloween

Sat Oct 31, 2009, 1:52 PM
It's been awhile since I updated this, I figured I might as well today.

Anyway a lot has been happening, I joined my schools student senate so I'm super busy but I seem to always find time for art lately... unfortunately writing not so much. My writing muse has gone haywire and has been gone for at least 2 or 3 months, but she's been replaced by a very persistent artsy painting muse due to my art class. To be honest I dunno how I feel about the sudden change, I mean I like that I'm getting so much better at painting but I haven't been able to come up with anything to write in forever. Maybe I just need something to inspire me, maybe I should work more on my novel and try and make some headway for national novel writing month tomorrow. (Though at this pace I doubt I'll finish it in november, then again the hardest thing is always just to start.)

Despite the writing slump I've been doing alot of art stuff for my art class I actually really like a lot of it although I don't have a scanner so I can't show it off. I'll tell you one thing though Konte crayons = love. <3 Though I wish he would teach us more about drawing the body instead of just lots of drawing techniques, I like all the new stuff but I still can't draw a full body in pencil. D:

Annnyway What else. is there to write about? Student senate is pretty cool, I really like being a part of it even if the time investment has been stressing me out a bit.

College has been alright, though now that I'm doing so much art and loving it so much I'm beginning to wonder if starving artist really is the only career choice I'll like. I mean I'm not even a good artist... and I don't like starving, but I have yet to find anything besides drawing and writing that makes me happy. So I have the oh so wonderful choice ahead of me of weather I want to be happy with my job, or happy with my financial status. X__X Fun fun.

I'm still struggling with the whole aesexual thing, I keep trying to find things that prove I'm not but every time I try it just seems to prove to myself that I am. X__X Though right now I may like a guy, but I can never tell if I do or not, and every time I try to make moves I always feel uncomfortable and laugh it off as a joke... Damn I should really stop denying what's probably the truth.

Maybe I should just accept my fate as a lonely starving artist?

Ugh... I seem to remember being pretty happy when I started this... >_>

Oh well I've got a party to throw! Time to go feel better!

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Paramore - We are Broken

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  • Current Residence: Massachusetts, US
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Anime, Manga, Music, Doodling, and hanging around with people I love. <3
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:iconmaeshiteru:
Thanks so much for the favs & watch! :love: Appreciate it!

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:iconkanika-chan:
Question... that tissue paper portrait that we have to do, does it have to have a still life in it somewheres? Jerry said that it did in class, but it doesn't say that on the syllabus... O.o

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I think it does.. atleast thats what I'm doing.

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:iconkanika-chan:
Damn. Have to try to factor that in. Dx

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Thanks for the Fav! =^_^=

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thank you for the lovely comments, faves, and watch.
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Well thank you for drawing all the wonderful things >3<

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